heart pain
Today somber news greeted my ears, causing pain to my heart. My step mother apparently is "running out of time". The cancer report said Stage 3b. Advanced. My father has been calling me, from the day he got the first news to date. A grown man, breaking down in tears, sharing regrets and hoping to make amends.
I do not relish this news. Not at all. I must talk with her. I must share what's in my heart. a private heart to heart talk.
I cannot think or understand why this happened at this point. Another cancer? family related? that is why I am feeling sum tung. that's in Cantonese for heart pain. Maybe if it happened some 20 plus years back when I was still a young child, I might have felt some twisted sense of justification in a self righteous way of being vindicated. At this point, I cannot rejoice. I can only think of the pain my father is going through, and the torment of an eternity without the Lord on the her side.
If you happen to read this, I appeal to you -- please pray for her healing and salvation. Thank you.
I do not relish this news. Not at all. I must talk with her. I must share what's in my heart. a private heart to heart talk.
I cannot think or understand why this happened at this point. Another cancer? family related? that is why I am feeling sum tung. that's in Cantonese for heart pain. Maybe if it happened some 20 plus years back when I was still a young child, I might have felt some twisted sense of justification in a self righteous way of being vindicated. At this point, I cannot rejoice. I can only think of the pain my father is going through, and the torment of an eternity without the Lord on the her side.
If you happen to read this, I appeal to you -- please pray for her healing and salvation. Thank you.
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