I don't feel like feeding the sheep...

Ok. So I am guilty. I don't feel very celebrative nor motivated to hash up a big do for Easter for the Christian community (yes, i love my community). Maybe I am wrong. But for some deep subconscious pull, I feel an adrenaline rush when I think of inviting friends who are not. Just for fun. Not to preach to them, but just to share a meal. For that, I really feel motivated to cook a big meal. For fun! Not for anything else.

My question is: why don't i feel like feeding the sheep in the pasture? Exactly. They are already in the pasture.