dark clouds shining grace

These past few days have been undergirded by God's grace where I have failed. For the past two to three weeks, I had great joy in seeing dearly missed friends, who came back for s visit reently. Unfortunately, sometimes I have too many things want to share and do, and when meet the people face to face, I get overwhelmed and end up having little chats that scrapes the surface. sigh.

There were so many places I thought of sharing with my friends, but ended up as illusions of grandeur. I had wanted to bake muffins, scones, little christmas pies, fruitcake... all that remains a dream as energy levels were mismatched with ambition. Perhaps, I must have thought I was superwoman. hahahaha. Wake up, dreamy.

So after a few weeks of high, I guess one's emotions can be ping-pongy sometimes and now I am feeling kinda low. Living in the clouds; a mix of columus-nimbus -- cloudy but not yet raining. In the midst of these grogginess, exerbated by late nights and sleeplessness, little peeks of God's grace breaks out. For example, today I could not get up properly. Then mid morning, a call to go out for lunch... heheheh. This, was truly, God's mercy and grace... so I could actually rest. Hmmm... speaking of which, I think I hear Him calling me to rest now. Sleep so that the day will be once again, fruitful, and the night will revert back to be a time for preparation of rest and sleep.

Good night, my friends for now. Sleep early as much as possible to avoid walking with our heads up in the clouds when our hubbies and little ones need us to be alert and happy. Adios.