fruitfulness rewarded by pruning. embrace it.

these past few days have been tough. mentally. emotionally. i think i am undergoing pruning. hallelujah. outwardly, things are well.

something is happening inside. i just realised i have quite a bit of unresolved anger. need to get back to God. need to let the hot air out of the balloon.

got reprimanded. remember to support hubby. how? do what he does. or else dont pull him in another direction. oh God. save me from my fierce independence. teach me how to follow. this is one lesson that have been continual. may the Lord grant me breakthrough in this area. Lord, i dont want to keep repeating this area of lesson. pls teach me to be victorious in this area.

all growth is rewarded with pruning. it's by yielding everything. embrace it.
"that i may know Him and the power of His resurrection."

that means the cross is the central focus. the part i should embrace and be united with him in death (to self will? fierce insistence? etc?), then i shall be united in him in life as well. this i must learn. i must remember.. pls remind me, Holy Spirit, of the truth with love, wisdom and grace plus loads of humility.

Comments

Sigrun said…
I still have unresolved anger that I fail to understand. Maybe we have more time to recognise our shortcomings? Being a family in harmonious tune is a constant work in progress for us.

Love reading your true innermost heart.
Anonymous said…
The yoke shall be equally shared and I always thinks that it is not one side 'burden'. I guess when the Lord unites 2 souls, when He speaks He speaks to both.

Mr Apple

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